I think....

You...are my every thought.
You...are my everything.
What if?
It should be easy, but it's not.
And that, is how much you mean.

Anticipation

The idea of being beside you is more than I ever imagined.
I can't eat.
I can't sleep.
I can only work...and drink...
What if you turn out to be the thing I've been looking for....

Crowded

And here's a secret....
Some days I don't have room in my head for them all.
I would never say that out loud.

Love is...

I am in love with a man I have never met.
I knew within moments, but it's taken me months to admit it.
I watched from a distance and knew too much.
I flicked switches on emotions and burried my love.
I have questioned my sanity and lost myself in excess.
I am frightened of my feelings, and frightened of him.
And yet I know, that the only thing that will make this world right, is to be with him.

Secrets

I'm hiding.
A place for me, and my thoughts...
I've been hunted.
And I'm haunted.
I want to write the words that I'm thinking to myself, so that I can work out what they mean.
I'm afraid of where I've left my heart, and where I'll leave it still.
I'm lost property.