Secrets

Because that's the way it is.
And I feel trampled underfoot.
I threw out a whole lot of me.
The world is always, always laughing.
The heart is no longer on the sleeve.
This time........I used Daz.

Dancing or Fighting

My heart just froze.
She's back.
The woman who sends my heart hurtling to my mouth and forces me to swallow my own tongue.
She is self absorbed....and popular.
Attention seeking....and worshipped.
She promises giving....but is only ever taking.
Bleeding dry and wringing out.
She hurt me once.
Stole from me in so many ways.
I shook her off.
Escaped. Hid. Ran away.
But now she's back.
And all I want to do is take her on.
But that would be silly.

Breathing In

I just got on the biggest ride of my life.
Or did I just get off...I'm not sure.
Either way, I'll be needing a seat belt, air bag, crash mat.....sledge hammer.
I spotted something I want.
Something I need.
So I threw everything up in the air.
Time to stand back and see where it all lands.
Please God...let it be at my feet.